"You see though, that's the thing. Although they're exactly the same, there's that one fundamental difference. It's that difference that makes you wonder and ponder about it. It drives you completely insane, it is exactly why things can be difficult. It is because that's something you need, it's fuel for the fire and that's missing. That is lacking"

"But why? You move from one state to another and all of a sudden things become important?"

"Precisely"

The silent walk that he made in his mind, leaving all reason behind. Reason was the facilitator, it was the core of his being and for it to be left completely desolate in his subconscious went against everything. It didn't sit right with him, it never did.